I'm down in the dumps, and honestly, I couldn't begin to tell you why. Sure, there are lots of things that aren't going how I would like for them to be going, but there's not one thing I can pinpoint. Not one thing that is a "reason" for such a heaviness. Such a sense of sorrow.
I feel like I'm in a downward spiral. I'm running around with no purpose in my life. No direction. Just flying by the seat of my pants. I do not enjoy this sort of life. I want goals. I want plans. I want a future - not the unknown.
